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THE CROW THEORY
hundred thousand years, the greatest of the gods was the Crow -
the dream-carrier who brought civilization to the people in Neolithic times.Mammoth-ivory
carvings found over a vast area from Europe to the Near East depict a goddess
with the raptor traits of a carrion bird: three-fingered talons and a beaked
face - a predator Crow with breasts.
About ten thousand years ago,
when the goddess became a god, the same winged omnivore continued as chief
deity almost everywhere: the archaic Greeks called him Cronos - literally,
the Crow - the tireless traveler and hunger machine. The Romans named him
Saturn, God of Time. The sun god Apollo, whose name means the Destroyer,
was another Greek avatar of the Crow. As was the Norse king of the gods,
Odin. To the Celts, as well as to the aboriginal American nations, this
scavenger bird carried the cosmic significance of the great benefactor,
the creator of the visible world. The Germanic and Siberian tribes similarly
worshiped the Crow as an oracular healer. And in China, the black-feathered
predator was the first of the imperial emblems, representing yang, the Sun
and the vitality of the emperor.
At our human limits, when we’ve
gone as far as our bodies and imagination can take us, we meet the eternal
ones - the powers that built our flesh out of the mineral accidents of creation
and that are now building our individual fates out of time and the accidents
of our hearts. They are as spaceless and timeless as numbers and yet, as
with numbers, all order in space and time comes from them. In a glare of
earthlight, the Crow emerges out of the super-real. He is the appetite of
the eternal ones for the mortal powers of the world.
J O’Barr’s The
Crow is an excarnation of this celestial devourer. This Crow is the same
melancholy avenger who castrated his father (Uranus), king of the mountains,
ten thousand years ago in the first kingdoms, the brutal Aryan war camps
of Indo-Europe. He is immemorially old - and inconsolable. Because he is
his own Hades. Ghosts dwell in him. His clown-white and feminine features
harken back to the ivory Crow-goddess of a hundred thousand years ago. The
maker as the taker, the blood-drained face of mama death, her ghost crows
descending to pluck the souls from our corpses.
The blood remembers this. What
O’Barr adds is the acid-burn of city apocalypse. The physical dread
of our animal grief in the asphalt canyons where death pretends to be life.
By this immediacy, O’Barr creates rough, spare, sinewy and rapid arcs
of vision and makes a simple supernatural tale of revenge a poison-cure
to mindless violence and its complete absence of imagination.
Tears. Salty blood. Bone shards
and the sludge of brains attend this vision of the transcendental mystery
of the Crow. It is how the dead are tongued with fire. Shadows of ink play
with motionless motions on the emptiness of the page and a Crow wakes in
the heart. It is an illusion and a voluptuous truth about why we are unfinished
and cannot fly.
And, because the hand really
is no different from what it creates, it is also O’Barr’s personal
truth - a ritual, done for us.
As with every true ritual, it is a killing floor. The more sacred the ritual,
the more messy and gruesome the bloodletting. Saturn disemboweled. Odin
pierced and hanging from the storm tree. The Crow creating a zombie to destroy
dozens of violent, evil lives. This purging of evil is a primordial fantasy
prominent even at the deepest range of consciousness - because it is rooted
in the suzerain truth that we are all equal before death. No mortal has
the right to take another’s body or life. Yet, people are raped and
killed every hour. The whole world is infected, and the innermost secret
spirit inside the recesses of inert matter watches without blinking.
The Crow is this chthonic spirit’s
long fantasy. Four billion years of raw food eaten alive has made the animal
mind we have inherited a wild, hungry happiness. Life feeds voraciously
on the silence of the dead. Behold our species’ ravening of planetary
resources. We are already, all of us, survivors of aftermath. In our ignorance
and tameless greed, we have raped and killed the only woman the Crow ever
loved. Now, his scar-split mask fills the world, and each of us is one of
his casualties.
Remember that black bird Noah
first sent out over the floodwaters? Remember how it never returned? How
it just kept flying above the drowned horizons? Where did it go? The white
bird that flew next brought back the olive leaf. Ever since then, the dove
has signified salvation. But what do you think is the significance of the
black bird?
From the carbon diamond at
the center of all living things, open eyes watch. Black eyes. Not blinking.
Inspiration is the faithful
happiness of that part of ourselves that is best fulfilled in hell and that
precedes us there - our soul.
Much inspiration has come to
many souls in the last few years from James O’Barr’s The Crow.
The Crow’s deathwatch
begins when life itself becomes an illness: the incurable condition of being
human. Words are too small. Everything we have created is too small. Cities,
civilization, planets themselves are too small before this vanishing. The
real world that the white bird reveals is not enough. Its future offers
nothing. And worse yet - its past can never be changed. To be wholly human,
we need a deeper memory of ourselves. And so we look to the transphenomenal
world and its emblem since Paleolithic times - the Crow.
He is bigger than death. His
dark eyes have outstared the void. His shadow nailed to the heart of the
atom falls across veils of stars. Full of emptiness, he returns over the
vast waters from the forgotten country. Killing is a celebration for him.
And through O’Barr’s evocation, he avenges the innocent dead.
He stalks the crimson road of the slain. He mourns lost love so ardently
that desire and death become one in a gallery of memories floored with blood.
The Crow is looking for you.
He was looking for James O’Barr and found him on the dead white page,
hungering for the impossible. Blood became ink. And that strange ink continues
its transformations in other hands. They shape healing out of what cannot
be changed.
The Crow is looking for you.
If he finds you, he will seize you with claws that are your own wounds.
He may jam you into the worm dirt - into the phylogenetic depths of the
psyche. Or he may carry you through a tunnel of fire to his nest inside
the sun.
The flight may take a wrong turn. Phantoms. Gargoyles screaming. And the
furious animosity and cold rage peculiar to the human animal. Hold on. The
journey is ouroboric. You return to where you began. And if you are lucky,
you will be left with one or more black feathers. With these quills of night,
you may barter for all the meaning in your life.
Stories and images are fantasies.
They are not real. They are more than real.
For the true wordless reality of all that is possible in our lives, we must
seek the white bird. But to do the impossible - to free souls imprisoned
in hell - to make music from notes of the dead bell - to meet again the
dead we have lost - to meet the dead - we need the Crow.
Uplifting. Up above the floodwaters.
In the void. In the mysterious domain of pure potential. In the realm of
the unreal. Flying through the sacred nothing. We cross the shaman’s
sky. The Crow is our guide. His darkness knows the way through darkness.
Bitterness, depression, shattering
despair are the transfiguring powers that eventually accompany each of us
during our brief provisional lives. The Crow vision first won by people
in the ferocious ice ages enfolds us in a strength wider than our personal
damage.
The dark bird drifts through
the anti-life: the life of the imagination, where the dead are brought back
to us piece by piece.
Across the world of the white
bird, Noah’s children are raped and slain every hour and the secret
spirit watches without blinking. Something very different is going on over
the wide celestial waters of the Crow. In the far country, where the dead
are tongued with fire, the Crow is an ethical finality. He is the dream-carrier
of holy retribution. He knows every devil was born in heaven. He understands
that love is stronger than death. And in the name of love, he delivers justice
to the wicked.
The Crow Theory" first
appeared in The Crow: Shattered Lives & Broken Dreams, edited by J.
O'Barr and Ed Kramer, Del Rey, October 1999 |