Presenting
the first quarter of
KILLING
WITH THE EDGE OF THE MOON
A Graphic Novel
(without illustrations)
In
token of my admiration for a wonderful spirit,
this book is inscribed to you.
Gods,
demons, the whole universe, are but a dream, which exists in the mind, springs
from the mind — and sinks back into the mind.
—Katha Upanishad

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CONTENTS
PART
ONE
THE
MOON IN SILENCE SINGS
Prelude:
Dark Ceremony
The
Unseen Scene
Woman
Made of Flowers
Black Dog
Something Wrong with the Kid
Smacked
The Otherworld
One Crazy Witch
Home Invader
Party Animals
A Bad Place
When
You’re Here, You’re There
Tear
It All Down
Zip to Do with Love
Tricked Out Ghost
Cool as in Strange
Wicked Wicca
Pit of Darkness
Maulers’ Dance
Deviant
Shining Moment
PART
TWO
KILLING
WITH THE EDGE OF THE MOON
Interlude:
Walking the Black Dog
Taking
Down the Moon
Butt
Kick the Crone
There Is a Dragon to Feed
A Classic View of Hell
Jagged Morning
Out of Sight
Evil Strokes
Cold Revelation
Ransack the Pit
Terrors of the Hunt
Killing
with the Edge of the Moon
Demented
Hope
Love Cut with Fear
What Is What We Cannot Say Is
Breakdown at the Brink
Killing with the Edge of the Moon
Furious Angels
Hellhole
The Fetch
Dreams Pass like Starlight

PART
ONE
THE
MOON IN SILENCE SINGS
In the days when
Mab was queen and the world knew much of magic, dreams were the soul’s
adventures in the Otherworld. Sometimes the soul got lost or found greater
happiness in the Otherworld than in ours, and the sleeper would not wake.
Then the sleeper’s beloved—if the passion between them was strong
enough—undertook a journey beneath the shadow of the moon to the Otherworld
and there, by ardor of their love, enticed the soul to return. Such a journey,
the old folk called the Fetch.

PRELUDE:
DARK
CEREMONY
A
witch; and one so strong she could control the moon.
—William Shakespeare, The Tempest
Nedra Fell had a face
like hickory bark, hair like cobwebs. In the woods at night, beside an altar
made from a tree stump, she swayed, and moonlit mist swirled around her
thick as smoke.
She mumbled an incantation
no more comprehensible than the wind in the branches of the surrounding
forest. The flames of two fat black candles on the altar blazed brighter,
illuminating stark desperation on her craggy features.
“Obey me!”
her entranced voice broke loudly into English. “Obey me, spirits!”
Arthritic hands manipulated
crude magical implements upon the altar.
She raised a hare-skull
goblet. Liquid, thick and dark as blood, glimmered to the brim. Intoning
a hoarse salutation to the pocked moon, she sipped the potion. Then, she
lowered the small skull between the candles and lifted a hefty wand carved
from an elk’s thighbone. Its knobby length shook in her trembling
grip as she touched it first to a black knife of gleaming volcanic glass
then to a broad clamshell filled with loose fangs and yellow incisors.
“Spirits of
night extend my days!” She bounced from foot to foot, her gown of
coarse hemp jumping as she chanted. “Grant me success in all my ways!
Improve my health so my life stays! Seven more years, my death delays! Spirits
of night extend my days!”
Jerking like a puppet,
Nedra danced about her tree stump altar. Silver threads decorating her long-sleeved
gown glittered in the moonlight with embroidered spirals, hex signs and
raying stars. Skinny arms, thin as sticks in those wide cuffs, beat the
darkness, and long hair jerked across her haggard face.
“Spirits of
night, hear my cry! Make me strong so I never die! Spirits of night, hear
. . . ”
A loud growl from
out of the forest froze the old witch, arms stiff above her gray head, hands
grasping the elk thighbone more tightly. She stared hard among the trees,
where branches sifted moonlight to silver haze.
“I hear you!” she shouted and edged closer to the altar, reaching
for the knife of black glass. “I hear you hungering for me. Hungering
for my bones. But you can’t have me! Not yet, Hela! I’ve cheated
you once again. Oh, yes!”
From out of the moonshadows
slid a large dog, thick shoulders shoving forward a faceted head of prodigious
evil. The black, muscular beast slouched aggressively into the clearing,
ears flat, pale eyes glaring, lips curled back in a fierce grimace.
Nedra Fell gasped.
“Too late!” Her warped fingers closed on the black knife. “The
chant! The night spirits! You can’t have me now, Hela. Try your luck
again—in seven years!”
With an explosive
bark, the powerful dog lunged. The witch reeled backward and swiped the
glass blade before her. Atop the altar, the big mongrel crashed, scattering
candles, goblet and fetish bones under splayed claws. Vicious jaws raved.
Spittle flew in luminous threads, and barks pummeled the old woman like
invisible fists.
The percussive force
of the dog’s shouts staggered Nedra. “Be gone!” She slashed
with the knife and jabbed with the femur big as a club. “You got here
late. The spell is cast. You can’t have me!”
The bitch attacked,
and her slavering teeth seized the cuff of the witch’s knife arm.
Yanked to the ground by the weight of the mauler, the crone lost her grip
on the knife. The blade spun flashing through the moonlight and splashed
across the tree stump in tinkling shards.
“No!”
The witch shrieked as if her lungs were on fire. “No!” She brought
the femur down hard on the ferocious head, and the dog’s growling
rage split to a damaged yelp. On her belly, the monster scurried backward.
Nedra rolled upright to her knees, eyes bulging with wrath, elk bone raised
high. “Devil’s cur! Snake spit blind your eyes! You’ll
not have me!”
The crouching beast
watched her with a stare cold as winter windows. The wrinkled snout bared
bone-crushing teeth. And she pounced, launching toward the witch in a flurry
of black bristles.
Nedra swung the elk
bone with all its skull-smashing force. The bitch slid away, elusive as
moonlight. She curled about and came in snapping for the old woman’s
hamstrings. Lurching aside, the crone backhanded the club with nimble malice.
Again, the predator
dodged the blow, but the blur of the near-miss forced her back. She melted
into the shadows of the forest.
A moment later, she
appeared from an unexpected direction, forcing the witch to twirl about
to defend her back. The club beat empty air, for the creature had not yet
attacked. The silent dog watched her quarry from where she stood in the
moonlight, ice eyes full of rage and purpose. Deepchested, shoulders undulating,
she waited. Jaws gaping, she waited for the femur to grow heavy in Nedra’s
hand.
And the large thighbone
was heavy. The instant the old woman’s uplifted arm faltered, the
black dog hurtled at her.
The beast fell back
again from the sweeping blow. And attacked again. And darted away. With
nightmare persistence, she came after the witch, bounding in and out of
the moonlight, relentless, tireless.
The aged woman huffed
and panted; her entire body shook from the effort of wielding the sturdy
elk bone. Soon, those frenzied fangs would tear tendon and sinew and topple
her. Soon, the battering thighbone would fall to the side and razor teeth
would rip flesh and arteries and taste hot blood.
Soon—it had
to be soon—for the hour was long after midnight, and the eastern stars
dimmed. If the murderous dog did not bring down her prey soon, morning light
would replenish the witch’s magic that had shattered with her glass
knife. Morning light would protect her with radiant magic that the black
dog could not rip with claw or fang.
Nedra Fell spied light through the trees—a sky gray as the dull side
of aluminum foil—and her wrinkled face smiled. “Too—late!”
Joints blazing with pain, marrows throbbing with weariness, she hacked away
mightily with her femur club, gasping and cackling like a sputtering muffler,
“Too— late! Ha! Too—late—for you!”
Desperate for the
kill, the black creature howled at the brightening sky and flung herself
at the witch. The bone wand smote her under the jaw, clacking her teeth
together sharply, and toppling her head over tail.
Lungs aching, legs
shivering, Nedra Fell hurled a harsh laugh at the raging brute twisting
through the dead leaves. The bitch wrenched upright, muzzle foaming a ferment
of hate and fury. Eyes of frost in a black mask of hackled fur fixed the
aged woman with a look of uncanny and evil intelligence.
And then, the creature
was gone.

THE
UNSEEN SCENE
What
is a ghost but a double, astral twin of the flesh,
roaming a dark dream, where night transpires in
moon smoke and star shadows, wearing your face?

1.
WOMAN MADE
OF FLOWERS
Conjured by magic
to serve as the wife of a prince, the beautiful Celtic goddess Blodeuwedd
proudly bore her name: ‘ face of flowers.’ Though fashioned
from blossoms of oak, meadowsweet and broom, she knew her own mind and had
her own desires. Alas, when she insisted on going her way with the lover
of her choice, the magician who conjured her turned her into an owl.
—Welsh myth
On a slow bend of
dirt road in the middle of a forest stood a giant statue covered with flowers.
The huge manikin, big as a parade float, had the curvaceous shape of a woman
with one hand on her hip and the other behind her head, posing like a pinup
from a former era. Daffodils at the top and sides of her head and along
her shoulders created the illusion of golden, flowing hair. Rue anemones,
with their white and blush petals, filled out her face and arms in flesh
tones. Violets served for the blue of her eyes, red wild ginger her lips,
and columbines, geraniums and ferns made up the flowing robes of her gown.
The manikin was not
yet complete. The back of her body exposed a wicker framework packed with
loam waiting for insertions of flowers. Trays of hyacinths, lilacs and crocuses
sat on the grass beside a large twig-framed sign that faced the street beneath
the giantess and told passersby her name in both runes and floral-shaped
letters:
Blodeuwedd
Blodeuwedd
[Blud—EYE—eth]
Woman Made of Flowers
Near the shoulder
of the dirt road, directly alongside the Woman Made of Flowers, a ramshackle
commercial enterprise squatted—a primitive souvenir stand. Handcrafted
merchandise dangled from splintery rafters and eaves: gourd lanterns, bird-bone
wind chimes, ritual masks of tree bark and pine cones, and poppets—dolls
woven out of straw and fitted with fleshy faces carved from apples and lacquered
to glossy expressions of eerie tranquility. Fronting the rickety stand,
another large, twig-framed sign of colorful floral letters announced:
NEDRA’S CELTIC
CURIOS & PAGAN FETISHES
This roadside attraction
fronted a wide yard of tangled weeds infested with stone garden gnomes,
eroded, moss-covered statuettes chipped to almost featureless rock. A winding
gravel path, studded with thistles, crossed the yard to an old trailer home
under the wall of the forest. A rain barrel, perched atop the tin roof beside
a crooked stovepipe, wore a shawl of ivy.
The trailer home had
occupied this site a long time, long enough for creepers to cover all of
it and for the blocks on which it rested to sink out of sight, woven over
with vines. More poppets hung in the rusty-framed windows, and above the
dented aluminum door, a single nail affixed a driedout branch, silver as
driftwood and dripping gold mistletoe.
The door opened, and
a young woman in a nightgown as archaic and simple as a burial shroud appeared,
blinking wearily into the morning light. “Neddie?” She brushed
tousled red hair from her eyes, and her elfin face, pouty with sleep, scanned
the empty yard. Startling green eyes, ethereal cheekbones and slender form
hinted at beauty, and she could have been lovely if not for her slouched
posture, lank hair and disheveled demeanor, which diffused her attractiveness
to plainness.
Yawning, the rumpled
teen descended barefoot down three steps of gray planks and crossed the
yard. She stepped absent-mindedly over scattered gnomes and around whopping
weeds. At the Woman Made of Flowers, she called, “Neddie—you
in there?”
She reached among
the ferns at the side of the towering manikin and opened a door-sized section
of the wicker scaffolding. Visible in the mottled light, stacks of peat
bricks lay scattered beside various gardening tools. A rectangular depression
in the ground from which the bricks of peaty loam had been cut occupied
the center of an otherwise empty interior.
The sleepy teenager
peered into the hole. By dappled light, she saw a root-cellar door with
a rope handle. A large rock atop the door held it firmly closed.
“Neddie!”
she hollered, shutting the fern-covered hatch. She shuffled toward the roadside
stand. “Bus is coming.”
From the side entry,
she glanced over an interior of pumpkin rattles, walnut shell babies, tree
bark shields painted with Celtic knots, drums made from oak boles, and numerous
straw poppets with wizened faces of apple flesh. She rubbed sleep from her
eyes as she left the cluttered stand and strolled across the yard to the
forest.
Smoky light filled
the woods. The rising sun had burned off most of the morning mist and charged
the air with shimmering gold dust and a fragrance of grassy resins and dew.
Birdcalls trilled and chimed. Butterflies bopped among wildflowers and along
the mossy banks of a creek. The creek itself stumbled noisily over stones
rolled smooth as eggs.
She raised her voice
louder, “Neddie! Come on. I got to get.”
Across a silt bar
slippery with watercress, she forded the creek. A trail penetrated bulrushes
on the far side and led into a tunnel of honeysuckle and through draperies
of willows to a forest glade. Pines—tall, dark, hooded druids—surrounded
the clearing. In the middle, leaning sunlight illuminated a broad tree stump.
An old woman in a brown sack dress sat with her back against the stump,
stiff legs outstretched, eyes closed, wrinkled mouth slack.
“Neddie?”
The teenager approached the old woman warily. This was not the first time
she had found her grandmother asleep outdoors beside her ritual stump. The
witch was old. How old the young woman had no idea, though she was sure
those rheumy blue eyes had seen a world without cars and airplanes.
Gingerly, she touched
the knobby shoulder and, when the crone didn’t stir, nudged her.
Nedra sagged to one
side, propped up by the big elk thighbone that she still grasped in one
hand.
Reluctantly, the teen
leaned closer and listened for breathing. She heard nothing, only the busy
chatter of birds from the forest. Having anticipated this dread day for
so very long, she calmly placed two fingers to the side of the old woman’s
neck, vainly searching for a pulse.
Sadness wafted through
her and flitted away. There followed a moment of curious contemplation.
Now that the morbid event so direly anticipated had actually occurred, she
felt less grief than relief.
She would not have
to worry anymore about losing Nedra. Her grandmother was gone, and darkness
had not descended upon the world. The morning ventured on brightly: birds
darted through the clearing, bees bobbled among clover, and clouds soared
into the vast blue, escorting a new season across the countryside. Nothing
had changed.
She sighed and gathered
a double handful of dead leaves. Muttering a prayer under breath, she covered
Nedra’s face with leaves.
The witch sputtered
and pushed upright, swatting the leaves from her face. “What’s
this?” she cried with alarm. “What’s this?” Nedra
blinked blearily at her surprised granddaughter.
Abruptly, the old
woman’s expression sharpened. “Flannery Lake!” She spit
leaf bits and wiped her mouth. “I’m not dead. Ha! Not yet, Flower
Face.”
The witch’s
laugh collapsed to a moan, and she rolled over and slumped to the ground.
Flannery stooped to help her, and the hag waved her off. “Oh, child,
leave me be.”
Flannery ignored her
grandmother’s plea and grabbed the old woman under her shoulders.
“Upsy daisy, Neddie.”
With ease, Flannery
lifted the elder to her feet, and Nedra groaned. “Oh, these aching
bones. Don’t hurry me so.”
“School day,
Neddie.”
“School?”
Nedra twisted her head around to give her granddaughter a scurrilous look.
“What’s school to you, Flower Face? Let me sit a spell and pull
soul and body together.”
“Kettle’s
on the fire.” Flannery urged the old woman to keep walking. “Come
inside, have some tea.”
A horrid snarl turned
Flannery’s head, and she grabbed tightly at her grandmother. At the
edge of the sunny clearing, a black dog big as a wolf glared at them with
vicious intent.
“Scram, you!”
Flannery yelled. She snatched the elk femur from beside the tree stump and
waved the big bone at the mongrel. “Get away from here. Beat it!”
The black dog bristled,
and its snarl deepened to a growl.
Laughter glittered
in Nedra’s eyes, and she tugged at Flannery’s arm. “Come
along, child. You won’t scare that bitch.”
Flannery followed
her grandmother, keeping a wary eye on the violent cur watching from the
forest. “I never seen that dog around here before.”
“You wouldn’t.”
On the uneven ground that sloped to the creek, Nedra reached back and took
her granddaughter’s hand. “She’s Death. Death herself
come for me.”
The entire walk back
to the trailer home, Flannery threw nervous glances over her shoulder. That
was the largest mixed breed she’d ever seen. She helped her grandmother
up the sagging steps and through the door to their home and looked around
for the black dog, elk thighbone gripped securely in both hands.
The country road stretched
emptily to where it cut into the dark green pines and spruce. A brace of
doves alighted on the shanty roof of Nedra’s souvenir stand. Butterflies
flurried around the Woman Made of Flowers and through the sunbeams in the
woods across the road. No other creatures crossed her sight.

2.
BLACK
DOG
Why the dog? Like
Anubis, dog companion of Thoth, Egyptian god of the dead—like Cerberus,
guard dog of Hades—the dog is death.
—Robert Graves, The White Goddess
Flannery entered the
trailer home and leaned the big thighbone beside the door. She had to bow
her head to pass under a low ceiling crowded with sheaves of drying herbs,
mobiles of bird bones and feathers, and numerous dangling poppets with lifelike
faces.
A worktable occupied
most of the front room. Its naked boards displayed poppets and gourd masks
in various stages of assembly among their raw materials: straw bundles,
twine, toad skins, snake vertebrae, raven claws and a bat’s skull
with its diabolic grin.
“Let me get
you something hot to drink,” Flannery said, following Nedra into the
narrow kitchen. Morning light, curling to rainbows in the thick glass of
the windows, sparkled on the white ceramic sink and its gleaming gargoyle
faucet. “You shouldn’t go to the altar at night, Neddie.”
Flannery spoke over her shoulder to her grandmother, who sat in a cane chair,
chin in palm, elbow resting on a kitchen table of varnished maple. Tacked
to the wall behind her, crewelwork in a frame of acorn shells declared:
History is Nature’s
orphan.
“It’s
cold at night,” Flannery continued. She placed teacup and saucer before
her grandmother. “If you catch a chill at your age—” With
a dismal shake of her head, she admonished the old woman, then snapped a
small cluster of buds from one of the hanging sheaves. She crumbled those
herbs into a glass teapot on the table. Behind her, the gently steaming
kettle atop the wood stove huffed hot vapors that tightened into vividly
staring faces with wee expressions of impish beauty.
Nedra noticed the
vaporous creatures, rubbed her face wearily and mouthed a silent chant.
The rays of sunlight in the kitchen flexed as if inside a gem, and the grinning
pixie faces blurred to mere steam.
Flannery, unaware
of the vaporous apparitions, removed the kettle from the stove and poured
its hot water into the waiting vessel. The brew swirled up murky green.
“It’s
only April,” Flannery went on. “Too early for outdoor rituals.
You could get sick.”
“I’m not
going to get sick. I’m going to die.”
Flannery took down
a fishbowl of cookies, lidded with a scrap of calico and twine, and brought
it to the table. “Everybody’s dying. So what’s the hurry?”
“I’m in
no hurry, child.” The witch raised her white eyebrows in agreement.
“That’s why I worked the altar last night. It’s time I
act boldly, because Death is getting impatient with me. You saw the black
dog.”
“That was just
a dog, Neddie.” Flannery poured tea into her grandmother’s cup.
“Don’t get weird on me now.”
“I tell you,
Flower Face, that is the black dog.” She immersed her wrinkled face
in the steam rising from the teacup. “The Theena Shee sent her for
me.”
Flannery gave her
grandmother an irritated look and removed the cloth lid from the cookie
bowl. “Got to go to school, grandma. The Theena Shee can wait.”
She removed several cookies and arranged them on the saucer around the teacup.
“Be careful,
child.” The crone watched her darkly. “The black dog got a good
look at you. The Theena Shee would be happy taking a young thing in my place.”
Flannery gazed upward
in feigned dismay. “It’s not elves I have to worry about, Neddie.”
She fit the scrap of calico over the cookie bowl and secured the twine.
“I take another skip day, I won’t graduate.”
The old woman opened
her mouth to say something, but the girl had already turned away.
“Try and stay
inside today, Neddie. We’ll work in the garden when I get back.”
Flannery hurried through a nutshell curtain that separated the kitchen from
the back of the trailer home, and the strands clacked loudly behind her,
silencing any protest the old woman might have made.
Alone in her room,
the teenager breathed a peevish sigh. Flannery didn’t care for the
old religion or the childish bric-a-bracs and curios Nedra fashioned for
her pathetic souvenir stand. In fact, Flannery didn’t care about much
of anything.
Other than a prism
mobile that hung in a sunny window, her sleeping quarters were as bare as
her heart: no posters, pictures, or stuffed animals. No bookshelves. No
clock or calendar. Her neatly made cot looked spare as a prison bunk. The
flimsy wood table that served as her desk held only a glass oil lamp. On
the well-worn straw carpet, her denim book bag lay unopened from the day
before.
Streaks of rainbows
fluttered through the small room from the prisms turning in a window breeze.
Like delicate creatures, they swarmed around Flannery as she opened a narrow
closet and quickly selected from her homespun wardrobe baggy brown trousers
and a rumpled pullover once green now almost gray.
She dressed quickly
and morosely, not wanting to go to school but definitely wanting to get
away from her nagging grandmother. She stepped into scuffed brogans while
combing her ruffled hair with the fingers of one hand and grabbing her book
bag with the other. Turning to rush out of the room, she glanced quickly
past the spinning colors of the dangled prisms into the nearby forest.
Cold fear rose up
in her. At first, she wasn’t sure why. The dark wall of pine lay shadowed
against the rising sun, no different than it had looked any other spring
morning. She squinted into the slant light. Then, she spotted it beside
a bent hickory—the black dog, motionless and watchful as a piece of
darkness the night had left behind.

3.
SOMETHING
WRONG WITH THE KID
Love weaves the cloak
of sorrow.
—ancient Irish adage
Flannery burst out
the front door, leaped off the stoop, and crossed the weedy yard with graceful
speed. Nimbly, she dodged the stone garden gnomes in her path, eager to
get away.
Nedra came out the
door waving the elk thighbone. “At least take the wand! Protect yourself!”
Flannery ran beyond
the Woman Made of Flowers and shouted from out of sight, “Stay indoors!”
The big dog had spooked
her, and she jogged down the middle of the dirt road, looking apprehensively
into the empty forest on either side. For confidence, she swung her book
bag by its strap, loose and heavy.
The black dog was
nowhere in sight. The muscular bitch stalked from deeper in the woods, trailing
the girl’s scent. The young one smelled vulnerable—frightened.
Blood-salt and flesh-heat on the light wind eddying through the pines excited
the beast.
She moved closer to
the briny scent until her quarry came into sight. Just out of Flannery’s
line of vision, the dog pursued, coursing faster as the girl ran lithely
along the country road, slipping in and out of view among the trees.
The dirt road ended
at a paved highway, and Flannery tossed her book bag to the ground and leaned
against a rusty pole under a school bus sign sieved with bullet holes. She
jammed her hands into her pockets and watched butterflies jitter in the
radiant air.
The black dog glided
out of the forest, her attention fixed on the teenager standing in sunlight
smoky with pollen. Her breathing tautened to a snarl as she closed in on
the daydreaming girl.
Under a turn of wind,
the sunlit wisps of pollen behind Flannery swirled with impish faces. The
black dog paused. Her growl disappeared into sudden engine noise as a school
bus whooshed around the bend. Hissing a loud whine, the bus braked to a
stop. Doors clacked open, and the imp faces slurred away in the back draft.
Flannery hoisted her book bag and boarded.
She slouched toward
the rear of the almost empty bus, past two younger students. Children of
affluent farmers from farther down the paved road, they usually drove to
school with older siblings. For whatever reason, today they rode the school
bus. One of them gawked at her, fascinated by Flannery’s rustic attire
and wild hair. The other whispered, “Don’t look into her eyes.
She’s a witch.”
“Nah.”
The gawker shook her head and whispered back, “Her grandma’s
the witch. She’s just a retard.”
Flannery scowled at
the kids—“Boo!”—and they pulled away with startled
cries and flurried giggles.
As usual, Flannery
strode to the very back, threw her book bag on the floor and plopped down
next to the window. She spotted the black dog standing among the trees,
staring at her.
Fear tightened the
knuckles of her spine, and she stared absently while springwoods scrolled
by. She tried not to think about the dog. The bus stopped, and two more
kids got on. Her mind roved ahead to what the day offered: a math quiz and
a social studies presentation on the origins of World War One, neither of
which she was prepared for.
Newly turned fields
slid past, and farmhouses gradually gave way to suburban tracts. The interior
of the bus filled with more kids. None sat near her. A few looked askance
in her direction, and some openly mocked her among themselves for her hand-stitched
clothes and sullen demeanor. She ignored them.
Out the window, on
a wide street of sycamores, she noticed the black dog standing in the driveway
of a well kept home. The bitch watched her with baleful pale eyes as the
bus rolled on. Flannery straightened and heaved around to peer out the back
window, stunned that the creature could have come so far so fast. The big
dog kept her gaze fixed on her until the bus turned a corner.
By then, most of the
seats had filled, and no one sat near Flannery. A few jeering faces sporadically
looked her way. She paid them no heed. She was wondering if this black dog
was the same animal that had confronted her in the woods earlier.
The bus stopped before
a beige brick house fronted with poplar trees and a personalized mailbox
that read: HUBERT. A bespectacled, neatly groomed boy with a heavy backpack
walked his bicycle down the driveway toward the bus. An older version of
himself in a business suit, with briefcase in hand, waved to him from the
carport and got into a blue compact.
From the front door,
a woman wearing a floral housecoat rushed out wagging a bag lunch.
The busload of kids
hooted and hollered with derision and began chanting, “Chester Hubert!
Chester Hubert!” The bus driver motioned for them to quiet down and
got out to help Chester with his bicycle. One of the older kids lowered
a window and yelled, “Hey, Hubert! Give us some love!”
Chester waved cheerfully
to his fans in the bus, took the lunch bag from his mother and kissed her
on the cheek. Whistles and laughter erupted from his schoolmates, and he
hurried to mount his bicycle on the rack at the front of the bus.
“Chet, Chet,
teacher’s pet. Biggest geek we ever met!” Spitballs and paper
airplanes flew from the younger kids as Chester got on board. He made his
way down the aisle, smiling and nodding easy as a politician on a campaign
bus.
“Pipe down!”
the bus driver barked, climbing back behind the wheel.
Chester grinned at
his detractors with self-deprecating humor and held up his lunch bag. “Trade
anybody? Got tuna and chunky peanut butter. On pumpernickel with ketchup.”
To a chorus of groans,
he moved toward the back of the bus fending off flying rubber bands. He
dropped his ponderous pack onto the back seat and sat next to Flannery.
“Hey,”
he greeted.
Flannery, who was
searching for the black dog, had not turned her face from the window during
Chester’s boisterous entry, and she continued to ignore him.
“Okay if I sit
here?” he asked.
Oblivious to him,
Flannery gazed out the window as the bus moved on. “Dumb question,”
Chester acknowledged.
Flannery watched suburban
houses float past.
“So, uh, well
. . . ” Chester leaned forward to catch Flannery’s eye, but
her stare didn’t budge from the window. “I, uh, was wondering
if you’re going with anybody.”
Flannery turned, just
now registering he had sat beside her. “What do you want, Chester?”
“Chet,”
he corrected. “Call me Chet. Uh, I was just asking if you have a date
for the spring dance.”
Flannery returned
her attention to the window. “I’m not going.”
“You don’t
have a date?” Chet spoke excitedly. “All right! Great. I mean,
that’s okay. That’s good. Maybe then you and I—we could
go together.”
Flannery intently
watched as the bus turned onto a commercial street. She scanned a strip
mall.
Chet babbled on, “Hey,
this would just be for fun. You know, just cause these are our last weeks
in high school and all. Something to do. No big deal.”
Flannery, relieved
to see no sign of the black dog, sat back in her seat. She met the expectation
on the shining face of the kid beside her with a baffled scowl. “What?”
Chet’s cheeks
ballooned, and he exhaled a huge sigh—then shrugged and sought a new
approach: “We’ve known each other forever. And we’ve spoken—what?
Maybe six times in thirteen years?” He perceived Flannery’s
blank look and lost his train of thought. “Yeah, well, this isn’t
exactly easy for me to say. I can feel my ears burning. They’re red,
right? They feel red. Okay, I might as well just say it.” He sucked
in a deep breath. “I’ve always admired you, Flannery.”
“Admired?”
She gave him a cynical, sidelong glance.
Chet nodded energetically.
“Other kids think you’re off, because you never say anything
in class, never hang out with anybody—and you wear these—your
homemade clothes. But I’ve seen you on the playground feeding birds
and squirrels. You’re into nature. I admire that.”
Flannery inclined
her head toward the window and looked at the city streets.
“Uh, so you
think maybe we could go to the dance together?” Chet asked hopefully.
“I know it’s short notice. But this could be our last chance
to get to know each other.”
With her face against
the window, she rolled her eyes as they pulled into the parking lot of the
city high school. The vehicle slowed to a stop, and she snagged her book
bag and got to her feet with the other kids.
“I know I sprang
this on you suddenly,” Chet said, his magnified eyes glinting earnestly.
“Don’t say no right away. Think about it.”
She shouldered past
him and shoved her way through the kids waiting to disembark, provoking
a chorus of chafed voices: “Hey!—Watch it, vampire slayer!—Downshift,
girl!”
Chet crawled across
the backseat, opened the side window and called to her when she walked by:
“Flannery!”
She looked up and
grimaced into the glare reflecting off his eyeglasses.
“Let’s
talk about it at lunch,” he said and wagged his lunch bag. “Kohl-rabi
brioche and star fruit?”
Squinting a discouraging
frown, she hurried off.

4.
SMACKED
Death hides in the
open.
—The Black Book of Caermathon
Flannery walked quickly,
afraid Chet was going to apologize again and call even more attention to
her across the schoolyard. In her eagerness to get away from the sunstruck
lenses on the expectant face leaning out the window, she dashed behind the
bus and into the parking lot.
Chet’s jaw dropped, and his eyes bugged. From his higher vantage,
he could see another school bus pulling out, and he bawled, “Flannery!”
She glowered at him,
annoyed—and rushed directly into the path of the accelerating bus.
With a heavy thud, the impact sent her flying across the asphalt, limbs
flinging, body rolling and bouncing like tumbleweed.
The school bus screeched,
and students screamed and shouted.
Chet bolted from his
seat and pushed his way through onlookers into the parking lot.
Flannery laid sprawled
on her back, eyes half-lidded, showing zombie whites.
She snapped alert
and found herself surrounded by shoes and sneakers of encroaching kids.
The air resounded with their dismay and fright: “Damn! Did you see
her fly?”—“She walked right into it!”—“Retard
wasn’t even looking.”—“She was talking to Hubert.”—“Is
she dead?”
“It’s
my fault!” Chet’s hysterical voice rose above the other excited
voices.
The voices muted,
and a storm wind whistled loudly. A pair of scuffed brogans joined the footwear
surrounding Flannery. The sibilant wind faded into eerie silence, and Flannery
stared above the scuffed brogans at her own baggy brown trousers and gray
rumpled pullover. For an instant, she glimpsed herself standing astride
herself, peering down, placid and curious.
The whole world spun
dizzily, and she closed her eyes. When she opened them again, she was standing
among the other kids, gaping at her fallen body on the asphalt. Astonished,
Flannery looked around at the gabbling students and the shocked bus driver
restraining an agitated Chet. They were talking, but she couldn’t
hear them.
“Hey!”
she called. “What’s happening?”
No one responded—because
no one saw her. They stood gawking at her still body. She bent over and
touched her senseless face. Her flesh felt warm and dewy.
A furious growl jerked
her around. The black dog charged across the parking lot, fangs flashing.
Flannery stood up
with a shriek, turning to the gathered crowd for help. No one else saw the
attack dog—or her. She grabbed at the nearest kids, and even as she
reached out, the dog collided with her.
Hurtling backward
under the impact, she fell to the ground at the feet of the unsuspecting
students. The dog’s slobbering jaws snapped savagely for her throat.
Frantically, she took hold of the beast’s thick neck and held off
her murderous jaws.
A roaring engine muffled
the brute’s rabid barking. From the corner of her startled eyes, she
glimpsed a sleek black motorcycle slash across the parking lot. The blond
rider in dark glasses wore a face of dangerous beauty, very like the impish
visages that had been secretly watching her.
The bike slid sideways,
abruptly stopping alongside the struggling girl, and the rider’s leg
swung out and kicked the black dog with the heel of a snakeskin boot. The
creature tumbled away, yelping sharply.
“Come on!”
The stranger extended a gloved hand, and Flannery stared up at her rescuer,
astonished by his outlandish attire: kidskin pants woven along the seams
with colorful Celtic knots, thongs of rawhide crisscrossing a brawny chest
tattooed with blue runes, and silver charms piercing ears, eyebrows and
lip.

5.
THE
OTHERWORLD
The Greek word mechane,
the source of our word machine and origin of machination, means to trick—and
so, whenever the fairy employ machines, they use them to deceive.
—Roger Pelion, Secrets of the Fairy
Flannery hesitated
to take the stranger’s gloved hand, alarmed by his pirate beauty.
Then, the black dog scrambled upright, eyes flaring, jaws grinding. And
Flannery swiftly clasped the tattooed arm. The biker pulled her off the
ground and smoothly swung her behind him onto the motorcycle.
With concussive thunder,
the bike jumped away.
The black dog, barking
vehemently, chased the fleeing motorcycle across the parking lot. Leaping
into the air, the animal stretched monstrously, elongating like a demonic
cartoon to a surreal blur of slashing claws and hot fangs.
Flannery cast a terrified
look over her shoulder. Claws cut through her streaming hair, and sharp
teeth gnashed inches away. The deathly shadow fell back, smearing flat across
the asphalt, a long fierce smudge black as a tire burn.
As the motorcycle
flowed into street traffic, a wailing ambulance flew past in the opposite
direction. Moments later, the emergency vehicle swerved to the curb of the
schoolyard and pulled up short beside Flannery’s rag doll body.
The principal and
school security herded most of the students into the building. Chet insisted
on staying with Flannery and giving the police a statement. He lingered
afterward and watched with a poisoned expression as the paramedics loaded
Flannery’s unconscious body onto a gurney.
“It’s
my fault,” he told the nearest police officer. “Book me on negligent
endangerment.”
“And you are?”
the officer inquired.
“He’s
Chester Hubert,” a second officer answered, stepping out from behind
the ambulance and waving off the first cop. “I already got his statement.
He was in the parked bus when it happened.”
“It’s
my fault,” Chet asserted. “I distracted her. This wouldn’t
have happened except for me.”
The officer pointed
with his chin to the school. “Counselors are waiting for you in there,
kid.”
“No.”
Chet spoke loudly, to hear himself above his rushing blood. “You have
to book me. I’m responsible for what happened.”
Chet watched the ambulance
doors close and the red flashers spin. The wail of the siren cut through
him so sharply, he thought he was going to vomit. He scurried around to
the front of the parked bus and unracked his bicycle. Keeping the bus between
him and the huddled squad cars, he hopped on his bike and pedaled furiously
across the parking lot in pursuit of the speeding strobe lights.
Further away than
he could ever hope to pedal—or even imagine— Flannery and the
blond biker cruised along a country road through tigery shadows of trees.
Overhead, fluffy clouds trod the sky like sheep.
She pressed her face
into the rushing air, long red hair buffeting behind. The wind bleared her
eyes, stung her face and assured her she was alive.
Urgent questions swarmed,
but the bike’s rocketing speed snatched her breath away and made talking
hopeless. She leaned against the biker and squeezed her arms tighter about
him.
He smelled tawny,
like worn leather. Was she dead? Was this the afterlife: a motorcycle ride
into heaven with a biker angel?
They rolled to a stop
before a meadow embroidered with flowers. On a distant hill, willows glistened.
A small waterfall stepped down mossy ledges like a flight of stairs and
fed a brook that meandered across the meadow and disappeared into a majestic
forest. A dozen young adults lounged in the low, gnarled boughs of trees.
They all wore dark glasses and crazy-casual clothes and watched her with
severely lovely, impish faces.
“This is a dream,
isn’t it?” Flannery asked when the engine noise cut off. From
somewhere nearby, music lilted, forlorn and frail, riding a balmy breeze
with butterflies, pollen smoke and milky tufts of dandelions. “I’m
dreaming—or I’m dead and this is the next world.”
“Is that what
you think?” the blond rider asked, voice soft as suede. “The
black dog doesn’t think you’re dead.”
She flicked an uneasy
glance down the road.
“Don’t
worry, Flannery.” The biker nodded for her to dismount. “We
don’t have to run anymore.”
“How do you
know my name?” She got off the bike, legs humming like struck crystal
from the vibrant, fast ride. “Who are you? Where are we?”
Friendly laughter
rippled among the young people watching her and whispering light-heartedly
to each other. “We all know you, Flannery.” The rider sat back
in the saddle of the machine. “And we want you to get to know us.”
“I saw my body
on the ground.” Fear pleated Flannery’s voice. “Am I dead?”
“You’re
in a coma.” He dropped the kickstand and got off the bike. “By
now, your gutsack is in a hospital bed and stuck with tubes. That’s
not you.” Under the warm gazes and nods of his friends, he strode
through the meadow’s clover grass and sat on a low bough over the
brook. “Come here. We’re not going to eat you.”
Flannery looked at
the attractive, lolling youths in their careless attire and shook her head.
She didn’t belong with these people. Whippet-thin girls wore silk
tops slashed to their navels; techno-pagan boys sported hacked manes and
razor-wire fetish charms in their ears and eyebrows. They should have been
smirking at her. Instead, they smiled warmly and beckoned her, “Get
out of the heat and sprawl.”
Flannery leveled a
suspicious look at her rescuer. He reclined on a tree limb with the sinuous
grace of a cat. “Who are you?”
“Arden.”
She tucked in her
chin. “What are you?”
He offered a mischievous
smile and gestured at the others. “We are the Theena Shee.”
“Elves?”
Flannery blurted.
Arden winced. “We
don’t like that name.”
“I’m dreaming.”
Flannery scowled with disbelief. “The bus hit me and knocked me into
a dream.”
“No, you’re
not dreaming.” He said this in an indifferent voice. “The bus
knocked you free of your corpse, and you’re here with us now.”
“With the Theena
Shee?”
Arden nodded, and
the others softly laughed at her glorious disbelief. “I thought the
Theena Shee were a fairy tale.”
“Strange world.”
Flannery’s knees
wobbled, and she leaned back against the bike saddle and tracked the landscape
with a startled vigilance. This peaceful meadow intruded among primeval
woods of enormous trees where perpetual night lingered. She didn’t
want to stare too deeply into those gloomy timberlands, afraid she’d
spot the black dog roving there.
She focused on the
tilting meadow. Small fork-tailed birds laced the air and glistening dragonflies
zigged and zagged. Far off, indigo mountains rose to crystal crags and blue
snow bowls. Waterfalls descended those dark walls of rock and dissolved
into rainbows.
“What is this
place?” she asked hollowly, trying to untangle her emotions—her
fear and awe—from her disbelief. “This can’t be real.”
“This is the
Otherworld, Flannery.” Arden addressed her matter-of-factly. “The
world behind the world you know. This is where we live. This is where you
can live, too—if you come with us.”
She peered more carefully
at the meadow, searching for the flaw in her dream. Her uneasiness dissolved
among the daisies, pink clover and deepblue gentians. “It’s
so beautiful . . . ”
“Come on, then.”
He waved his hand over his head in a summoning flourish. “Join us.”
Flannery tugged at
her hair till her scalp hurt, convincing herself she was awake. “I
don’t believe this is happening.”
“Look at us.”
Arden stood upon the bough, arms outstretched. “Don’t you recognize
us in your heart? We are your heart’s choice.”
“Choice?”
Flannery cocked her head. “You mean, I can go back? Back to my body?”
In playful imitation,
Arden cocked his head and lifted an eyebrow above his dark glasses. “You
want to go back?”
“Yes.”
“You weren’t
very happy back there.” He hopped off the bough and offered his gloved
hand. “Decide later. Come on. Let me introduce you to the others.”
Flannery decided this
was a dream. It had to be. Everything was too achingly beautiful. Better
to share this gorgeous dream, she thought, than wake up alone in a hospital
ward—or, worse, a morgue. With fear and longing, she strode into the
fairy landscape and the warm embrace of the wickedly lovely people.

6.
ONE
CRAZY WITCH
Long and white are
my fingers—as the ninth wave of the sea.
—Hanes Blodeuwedd (The Poem of Flower Face)
Chet stood beside
an empty crash cart in a clinic corridor talking to a doctor with porcupine
hair, a big potato nose and delicate, gold wire spectacles.
A paisley of hospital
noise imprinted the medicinal air, and a speaker voice clamored, “Doctor
Antone, report to Neurology. Doctor Antone to Neuro.”
“That’s
me.” The doctor backed away. “I’ve got to go.”
“Wait,”
Chet pleaded feverishly, looking as if he himself might require urgent care
at any moment. “Is she going to be all right?”
“Internal organs
are uninjured and surprisingly no bones are broken,” the doctor reported,
edging backward. He paused and lowered his voice all the way to a whisper.
“But she sustained head trauma. She could wake up in five minutes.
She may never wake again. I’ve got to go.”
Chet stood nervously
before the open door of the observation unit where the emergency staff had
placed Flannery. Electronic chirpings and an antiseptic taint wafting from
the room heightened his anxiety about actually facing her and seeing the
damage he had caused. Bracing himself, he stepped through the doorway.
The sight of Flannery
lying on her back in a hospital bed, glucose driptube stuck in one arm,
monitor cuff on the other, left him aghast. Her hair looked red as fire,
her flesh gray as rain. For a freaky instant, he thought he had arrived
at the precise moment of her death. Then, he noticed the green spikes on
the monitor recording the tread of her heart.
Slowly, he approached
and stood at her bedside gazing down at her slack features. She didn’t
appear as though she were peacefully slumbering. Jaw hanging loose, mouth
agape, skewed lids exposing the whites of her eyes, she looked knocked senseless.
“I’m so sorry.” He stifled a sob. “All these years—I
wanted to talk—I just never had the nerve. And then, when I finally—”
He swallowed another sob and removed his eyeglasses to wipe away tears with
the back of his hand.
Behind him, Nedra
Fell, in her hempen gown and cobweb hair, stood in the doorway. She didn’t
enter.
Chet continued, “If
you can hear me, Flannery, know I’m really sorry. I should’ve
let you go. You wouldn’t be here now if I had let you go. It’s
all my fault. And I’m sorry, really sorry. Please, wake up. I won’t
ever talk to you again. I promise. I’ll leave you alone. Just wake
up.”
He bent close and
kissed her forehead.
A brusque voice directly
behind him asked, “Who are you?”
Chet whirled. The
gnomic old woman glowering at him with arctic wolf eyes hovered like an
apparition. “Me?” He laid a hand over his scampering heart,
his cheeks blazing with the realization the crone had heard every word he’d
said. “I—I’m a friend of Flannery’s from school.”
“Flannery doesn’t
have any friends.” With startling eyes of smashed ice, Nedra inspected
the agitated teen who had just kissed her comatose granddaughter. “What’s
your name?”
“Chester?”
Chet followed up more firmly, “Chester Hubert. I—I’ve
known Flannery since we were in kindergarten.”
The crumpled face,
enclosed by thick mats of tangled spider webs, squinted skeptically. “She
never mentioned you.”
“Oh, no way
she could,” he gusted with embarrassment. “I mean—I never
spoke with her. Not really. Not until today, that is.”
“Unlucky for
her.” Nedra stepped closer, scowling ominously. “Chester Hubert.”
“I’m sorry.”
His voice wobbled. “I mean, I’m so very sorry about what happened.”
The old woman inched
very close to Chet, and he backed away, taking with him a whiff of her scent,
something fragrantly sad, like November rain. “It was your fault.”
“I think it
was. Yes.” Chet nodded vigorously. “I know it was my fault.
I called to her from the bus . . . I—I just wanted to ask her to the
spring dance—I . . . ”
Nedra pointed at her
granddaughter with a finger brown as a root. “She’s lying there
because of you, Chester Hubert.”
“I told the
police . . . ”
Chet backed into the
bed, and Nedra pinned him against the cool metal of the railing. “Do
you love her?”
“Love?”
He gawked. “Well, uh—I’ve admired her for years—from
afar, but I never really . . . ”
She bit off each word
with her reptilian lips, “Do—you—love—her?”
He offered a small nod. “Yes.”
The crinkled face
relaxed. “Then, you can save her,” she said gently. “What?”
The crone stepped
back a pace so that he could plainly reckon the full length of her uncanny
presence, from her voodoo frenzy of tangled hair and the grim radiation
of her weather-beaten face to the medieval memory of her hempen gown and
rope sandals. “Do you know who I am?”
“You’re
Flannery’s grandmother?” Chet piped, then forced himself to
speak more huskily, “I’ve seen you at school—picking her
up when we were little . . . ”
“I am Nedra
Fell,” she interrupted forcefully. “I am a Wiccan priestess.”
“You—you’re
what?”
“I am a witch.”
“Oh.”
She pushed closer
and informed him confidentially, “Flannery’s soul has been knocked
loose from her body. And if she is not returned to her flesh soon, she will
die.”
The shimmery intensity
of the crone’s stare filled Chet with cold dread, and he trembled
before the conspicuousness of her lunacy. “The doctor said . . . ”
“The doctor
does not know Flannery.” Nedra spoke with demented urgency. “I
tell you, she will die unless you fetch her soul from the Otherworld.”
“Me?”
Chet’s shrill eyes grew larger. “You’re the witch . .
. ”
“I am old.”
With this unhappy admission, Nedra’s whole body seemed to deflate,
and she added in a tone of bitter, self-scorn, “If I go to the Otherworld,
Flannery and I will both be lost.”
Chet sidled past the
shrunken madwoman and drifted toward the door. “I’m really sorry
about what happened.”
“You, Chester Hubert, you are her only chance of coming back.”
The witch floated after him. “If you don’t work the Fetch, the
Theena Shee will hold her in the Otherworld until her body dies.”
“Who?”
“The Theena
Shee. The spirit people.” She put her misshapen hand on Chet’s
shoulder and stopped his retreat. “What is your ancestry?”
“What?”
“Who are your
ancestors?” She sidestepped Chet and blocked him from exiting the
room. “Hubert—what is that? French?”
“Uh, yes.”
He gave his head a determined nod while his jittery eyes gauged the distance
to the open door. “My dad’s grandparents were from Brittany.
Northwest France.”
“You have Celtic
blood.” She sized him up with an air of artful scrutiny. “You
could find the Theena Shee in the Otherworld. They would recognize you.”
The manic glee in
the professed witch’s face sparked genuine fright in Chet, and he
budged past her gruffly. “Look, I’ve got to go.” He darted
out of the room.
Nedra Fell, tottering
backward, shouted into the hallway. “Chester Hubert! Only you can
save her!”

7.
HOME
INVADER
Make dread, thy heart,
for the witch comes in the night.
—Sir Thomas Browne, Garden of the Witch
At the dinner table,
Chet had no appetite. He leaned his fork against a pancetta-wrapped baked
potato and stared at it as if it were some cumbersome object. His parents,
Elliot and Lena, shared concerned looks.
Elliot ate his meal
as he did every evening at the linen-draped dining table formally set with
rose-print dishware and crystal goblets. His wife Lena, however, picked
sporadically at the food on her plate and, no longer able to watch her son
gazing disconsolately at his untouched meal, finally spoke up, “Chester,
we know you think otherwise, but what happened today is not your fault.”
Chet addressed the
immovable potato, “Then, who is to blame?”
“The young lady
for not looking where she was going,” Elliot answered around a mouthful
of roast loin of pork.
“Dad, her name
is Flannery.” Chet forked the potato so hard the tines shoved all
the way through and clacked against the plate. “And she wasn’t
looking—because I distracted her.”
“Flannery Lake,”
Lena spoke up brightly, cutting off any reply her husband might have made
to Chet’s angry fork. “She’s the girl who lives with her
grandmother. I’ve seen the old woman at school a few times. Nedra
Fell. Quite a character. I think she sells her own crafts.”
“I know her,”
Elliot recalled, waving a forkful of garlic mash with pear sauce.
“She has a doohickey
stand out on Old Mill Road, sells voodoo dolls and stuff. You know, the
place with that big statue of flowers that looks like a woman.”
“That’s
her stand?” Lena absently pierced a single pea. “I haven’t
been out that way in years. How does she manage to set that up every spring?
What a remarkable green thumb.”
Elliot reached for
another scallion biscuit from the basket beside the gravy boat and casually
asked his son, “What happened to Flannery’s parents?”
“I don’t
know,” Chet answered sullenly.
“They died in
an accident,” Lena informed the table. “Car crash—years
ago, when Flannery was very young, two or three.”
Elliot frowned at
his son frowning at his food.
“Mothers talk,”
Lena explained and poured a dollop of shallot sauce onto the untouched slab
of pot roast on her son’s plate. “One of the mothers works in
the school office and must have seen the records.”
Elliot noticed Chet’s
lips tighten and his eyes narrow a critical stare at Lena. “You’re
right, son. This is pure gossip. We shouldn’t be talking about that
poor girl when we really don’t know anything about her.”
The penciled lines
of Lena’s eyebrows lifted defensively. “I was just relating
what I’d heard.”
“That, I’d
say, is a pretty fair definition of gossip, Lena.” Elliot turned to
his son with a smug expression of complicity. “Listen to me, Chester.
Accidents happen. That bus driver is more to blame than . . .”
The doorbell chimed
insistently. Elliot looked to his wife and son to see if they were expecting
anyone. Blank stares circulated the table, and the doorbell continued to
bong maniacally.
The convulsive ringing
persisted as Elliot put down his knife and fork, removed the napkin from
his lap, and rose from the table. “All right, already!” he griped,
striding into the foyer past the antique cloak rack, umbrella stand, and
a parlor vase stuffed with decorative feather-blooms of pampas grass. “I
hear you!”
The front door swung
open on an old woman with a face the color of dead leaves and hair white
and flamboyant as steam. In her big-knuckled hand, she wielded a stout thighbone
the size of a shillelagh. “Where is Chester?” she asked gruffly.
“We’re
having dinner.” Elliot observed the woman’s coarse gown with
its needlework along the neckline that resembled runes and other heathen
symbols, and he surmised, “You’re that girl’s grandmother.
I’m sorry about . . . ”
Nedra grimaced angrily.
The femur wand in her hand punched forward, striking Elliot between the
eyes with a resounding thwack! He dropped like a bag of bones, and the crone
stepped over his collapsed body and stormed into the house, shouting, “Chester
Hubert!”
The crazed hag stalked
into the dining room brandishing her femur wand, and Lena leaped up, toppling
her chair. The witch pointed the sturdy thighbone at Chet, who sat open-mouthed
before her wrathful cry, “You!”
“Elliot!”
Lena screeched.
Nedra hammered the
dining room table with the femur wand, shattering a serving platter and
scattering peas and pearl onions like shrapnel. “My granddaughter
is dying because of you!”
Lena hollered again,
“Elliot!”
“How can you
sit here?” Nedra jabbed the femur at Chet. “How can you stuff
your gullet while she lies dying in the hospital?”
From behind the old
woman, Elliot staggered into the dining room, hair disarrayed, expression
dazed yet smoldering.
“Mrs. Fell—please!”
Lena waved both arms, hoping to distract the madwoman from Elliot’s
wobbly approach.
Nedra ignored the
frightened woman and held Chet in her livid gaze. “I told you what
you have to do, young man.”
Elliot seized the
old woman from behind, and she bucked in his arms and howled with rage.
“Release me!”
Grunting and huffing,
Elliot dragged the struggling witch from the dining table.
“The Fetch!”
Nedra wailed, legs kicking. “Chester! Only you can work the Fetch!”
Lena hurried around
the table, hands meekly outstretched toward the grappling couple, feeling
both alarmed and reassured by her husband’s stern strength. “Don’t
hurt her, Elliot.”
“How dare you
barge in here and attack my family?” Elliot spoke through a clenched
jaw, striving as arduously to contain his rage as restrain the manic intruder.
“I should call the police.” With great effort, he pulled her
twisting and jerking out of the room.
“You love her!”
Nedra shouted from the foyer, her grievous voice booming through the house.
Lena turned toward
her son with a wide-eyed look of dismay. He didn’t notice. He was
staring stunned across the havoc of the dining room table at where the witch
had stood accusing him.
In the foyer, Elliot
managed to open the front door with one frantic hand. He leaned his shoulder
into the thrashing old woman and shoved her out into the night. “If
you don’t leave at once,” he warned, standing squarely in the
doorway, “I won’t care anymore about what happened to your granddaughter.
I’ll call the police.”
Nedra irately raised
the femur wand, and Elliot slammed the door, leaving her standing alone
under the porch light, trembling like a flame.

8.
PARTY
ANIMALS
Dance, dance, dance
to a Druid tune—while God sleeps
’neath the faeries’ moon.
—Gwion’s Riddle
Flannery and Arden
lay together on a mossy bank of a brook among violets and minty grasses.
Pollen mist, butterflies and aerial seeds like tufts of feathers filled
the air with a dreamy, vagrant beauty, and, in the tricky waters of the
brook, rainbows glinted and spiny-finned fish plunged.
Scattered across the
meadow and in the sun-mottled alcoves of the surrounding forest, the Theena
Shee loafed in couples and drowsy threesomes.
Flannery sat up sleepily
and surveyed the idyllic scene. She felt wonderful. Her crucial loserness
had entirely vanished, and the isolation she had lived with all her life
gone, as well. Half-smiles and nods of welcome tossed her way from these
beautiful creatures banished all self-doubt.
“This is too
lovely,” she spoke her fear aloud once again. “It must be a
dream.”
“It is,”
Arden admitted, hands behind his head, a grass stem between his teeth. “This
is the place where we dream our days away.”
“How long have
we been here?” She watched bright breezes drift across the broad grassland
under toppling clouds—and noticed how the forest shadows had lengthened.
“It seems only minutes—but already it’s getting dark.”
“Time moves
differently in the Otherworld,” Arden mumbled sleepily. “I have
to go back,” Flannery decided, sitting up straighter. Her happiness
collapsed into misgiving once she realized how much time had gotten away
from her. “Neddie must be worried sick.”
“Forget about
that old witch.” He sank deeper into the hummocky grass. “She’s
not interested in your happiness. All she cares about is Wicca. How do you
think she’s lived to be so old?”
Flannery showed him
her surprise. “You know my grandmother?”
“You mean your
great-great-great grandmother,” he mumbled from a drowsy depth. “There
might be another great or two in there. Nedra Fell is a lot older than you
think.” He felt the pressure of her stare and sat up with a lazy sigh.
“The Theena Shee know your Neddie quite well.” He clenched the
grass stem between his teeth and faced her, wraparound sunglasses reflecting
the beautiful world darkly. “We’ve been doing business with
that old witch since she was young as you—a very long time ago.”
Flannery absorbed
this news silently for a dumbfounded moment while she tried to decide how
much of what she was experiencing was valid. If this wasn’t a dream—if
her soul had truly departed her body and trespassed the Otherworld—“Then,
everything Neddie’s been telling me since I was a kid is true?”
Amazement teemed through her with possibilities that always before she had
dismissed as fairy tales, Neddie’s superstitious lore. “The
Theena Shee are the first people?”
“Old as the
world.”
“But you wear
cool outfits—” She looked out to the road, where sunlight ricocheted
off the bike’s chrome in crisp little rainbows. “And you ride
a motorcycle?”
“All magic.”
He laughed, low and dark. “How better to mock the mechanical, fashion-mad
world of people?”
“And this world
where you live?” She admired again the sparkling brook and the distant
ice-castle mountains. She felt bewitched. “This place really is the
Otherworld, the paradise Neddie’s been telling me about since I can
remember—you know, the happy land where nobody gets sick or old?”
Arden sat back on
his elbows and inhaled the spring breeze. “Every day is a good day
here.”
“And the dragon?”
she asked with a worried furrow in her voice. “The terrible dragon
that must be fed? Is that true, too?”
“Ah, the dragon.”
The roguery of his smile chilled her. “That’s what makes our
lives here so sexy.”
“Then, it’s
true?” she asked with a frill of dread. “You lure people into
the Otherworld and feed them to the dragon?”
“A few vagabonds
a year,” Arden conceded, his smile slipping away. “We take people
that no one in the cold, dim world misses. They die merciful deaths, swift
and painless, far better than the cruel fate of wandering homeless, hungry
and diseased among their own people.”
Flannery stood. “I
think I want to go home now.”
“What?”
He evinced astonishment with a grin. “You’re afraid I’m
going to feed you to the dragon?” He dismissed that possibility with
an amused chuckle. “Flannery, please. I didn’t bring you here
as dragon food.”
“Then, why am
I here?”
He rose and tossed
aside the grass stem he’d been chewing. “I want you.”
He peeled off one of his gloves and put a gentle hand to the side of her
face. “I want you for myself.”
Flannery backed away.
“Take me home.”
His mouth turned a
wry smile. “You just got here.”
“You said I
had a choice,” Flannery challenged. “You said I could go home.”
“I asked if
you wanted to go home.” He flapped his empty glove at the road. “You’re
unhappy back there, and you know it.”
“I want to see
Neddie.”
“She’ll
try to talk you out of staying.” Arden tilted his head back knowingly,
daring her to disagree. “Wicca is all she cares about. Not you. Do
you have any idea how many generations she’s outlived? You’re
just the latest.”
“Can I go home
or not?”
“I’ll
take you home myself.” He ambled toward the motorcycle and, with a
jaunty wave, invited her to follow. “But first I want to show you
something—” He passed a playful grin over his shoulder. “—something
wonderful that I think will change your mind.”
Flannery remained
where she was, hands on her hips.
At the side of the
road, he turned and raised his arms with the outlandish showmanship of a
circus ringleader. “Our nightlife!”
When he lowered his
arms, the sky darkened like houselights going down in a theater. Azure deepened
to darkest blue, then indigo. Flannery craned her neck, looking for storm
clouds. Instead, she witnessed the orange orb of the sun cool in the violet
sky to the silver disk of a full moon.
With hushed awe, she
finally accepted the fact that she was dreaming. She met Arden’s pleased
gaze and felt a chill, magnetic pulse of sexual force throb across the space
that separated them. She figured if she was going to dream, why hold back?
Anxiety and uncertainty dismissed, she climbed the moonlit embankment to
his motorcycle.
The others in the
meadow were already gone when she mounted the bike behind Arden. In the
opal light of the moon, even the ancient and ominous forest appeared lovely,
full of scintillant depths, a dark jewel under the starry sky, its interior
ghostly, faceted like a shadowy crystal.
The engine revved
with a growl percussive as a jackhammer, and they rode off on a molten road
under the giant moon. She hugged the sturdy biker, her dream-lover, and
marveled at the ingenuity of her comatose brain. The blurred speed of their
ride struck her in the chest, and she clung tighter to the handsome demon
rider, afraid she might wake up.
Like flickering flames,
the dazzling woods flew by on either side. The road seemed to disappear
entirely, and they glided as spirits through spectral groves of moonstruck
trees.
The roar of the engine
modulated to a growl as the bike downshifted, and they rolled to an easy
stop in a large, incandescent clearing enclosed by massive trees. A high
wind tossed the forest canopy so that moonfire flashed across the glade
like strobe lights in a dance club.
At the center of the
clearing a mammoth oak towered, its broad trunk mangled by past lightning
strikes. The distorted bark, brocaded with hanging moss and scalloped fungus,
bore an eerie semblance to a dragonish skull. Flannery sat mesmerized by
the two dark sockets in the bole of the oak. Unearthed roots yawed like
a gaping jaw.
Her fixation broke
when loud and driving rock music thump-wailed from the glimmering forest,
and the Theena Shee, in outfits of tattered elegance, rushed into the open,
dancing frenetically, acrobatically, with a climactic abandon that rode
the speed-run rhythms of the music.
Arden swept Flannery
off the bike and spun her into the midst of the frenzied dancers. Theena
Shee, with elvishly beautiful faces and sleek bodies, happily received her
into their ecstatic crowd. For a moment, she forgot that she had agreed
she was dreaming, and she gawked with a mixture of fear and wonder at the
aggressive merrymakers grabbing her arms and twirling her among them.
Her fear dissolved
quickly in the blissful frenzy of the celebration. She danced with Arden
and the others faster and with greater abandon. Whirling, spinning, flailing
with the relentless music, she glimpsed forest cubicles lit by foggy moonlight
like a warren of smoky rooms. A flurry of images strobe-flashed around her,
revealing ardent, momentary scenes of groping bodies, entangled limbs, passionate
lovers.
Laughing at the antics
of her imagination, Flannery surrendered entirely to the rapture and merged
with the driving music and the laser-flickering moonlight. With joyful fervor,
she and Arden danced.
The thrashing music
exploded to silence. Flannery collapsed gasping and sobbing for breath in
the leaf duff on the forest floor. Cradled in Arden’s arms and radiant
with sweat, she grinned. She was happy. And she was beautiful. Gone was
her vapid plainness. The tempestuous dancing had changed her, invigorating
her with a glamour she had never before known. A mysterious, vigilant luster
shone in her eyes, and her flesh glowed like ivory by firelight. The planes
of her face had sharpened and acquired a surprising and thoughtful intensity.
Even her hair, which before had hung lankly, took on a reckless liveliness.
Morning mist swaddled
the entangled, exhausted bodies of the Theena Shee where they lay strewn
upon the buttress roots of the massive dragon oak. Sunlight slanted through
the trees yellow as fresh-milled lumber smoking with sawdust.
Arden, true to the
puckish spirit of her dream, still wore his dark glasses. He ventured a
fatigued smile. “You’re a passionate dancer, Flannery Lake.”
“I’ve
never had this much fun.” She sighed contentedly. “I never want
to wake up.”
Wearily, they rose.
Arden led the way across the clearing to where his motorcycle waited in
a shaft of morning light hectic with butterflies. Flannery shuffled after
him. Along the way, she glanced at the Theena Shee sprawled among the trees.
Most of them had passed
out. But a few sat against the root ledges of the giant yews and cedars,
watching her. Sunrays seeping from the branches touched their lovely faces
and illuminated orange eyes, striated and sliced with vertical pupils—the
eyes of beasts.

9.
A
BAD PLACE
The heart has a hand—and
love unties it.
—Tom o’ Bedlam’s Ballad
An IV tube had tangled
around Flannery’s throat. Her cheeks shone hot and purple. Through
grimacing lips, no sound escaped. Green eyes gazed hard and horrified from
their cancelled life. The agony of her death struck a blue match across
Chet’s heart, and he thrashed in bed, flung free of this nightmare.
The dream’s
frightfulness followed him to the kitchen table. He picked listlessly at
his breakfast of Adzuki bean patties with a side of grilled mushrooms and
tomato on fried multi-grain bread. Elliot peeked over the morning paper
from the opposite side of the table and traded concerned looks with Lena
as she stood at the kitchen island packing a sack lunch of cashew stuffed
sweet potato balls & vegetable cake.
Chet gave up on breakfast,
stood and retrieved the lunch bag from the counter.
“It’s
too early for the bus,” Lena noted blandly, her tone free of the anxiety
humming inside her.
Chet stuffed the paper
sack in the ponderous backpack that hung by its straps from a kitchen chair.
“I’m riding my bike to school.”
“You think that’s
a good idea, son?” Elliot masked his worried frown with the newspaper.
“You’ll be heading into commuter traffic.”
“I can’t
ride that bus,” Chet stated curtly. “Not after yesterday.”
He kissed his mom on the cheek and slouched out of the kitchen under his
heavy backpack.
“Is he going
to be all right, Elliot?” Lena inquired, filled with heartbruised
longing to rush after her child and embrace him. “That crazy old woman
could be stalking him. Maybe he should stay home today.”
“And mope around
the house all day?” Elliot snapped the creases out of the newspaper
and replied without looking up, “He’s better off in school.
As for that nut case, Chet’s old enough to watch after himself.”
“Is he?”
she asked, each word a throb of worry. “Mrs. Fell is violent. If she
struck you, Elliot, what might she do to him? She thinks Chester’s
responsible for her granddaughter’s accident!”
“She did whack
me good.” Elliot lowered the paper, revealing a contusion on his forehead
that looked like a Rorschach blotch of the Bat-Out-of-Hell. “How’s
it look?”
Lena sucked a breath
through her teeth. “I think she’s dangerous. We better drive
Chester to school.”
“And humiliate
him in front of the other kids?” Elliot ducked back into his newspaper.
“Leave him alone, Lena. He has to live in the real world.”
Chet pedaled his bicycle
glumly through the real world, backpack strapped to the rack behind him.
The school bus he usually rode passed slowly, windows down, kids leaning
out and jeering: “Chet, Chet, teacher’s pet!”—“Hey,
lover man, you made a big hit with your girlfriend yesterday!”—“Ding
dong the witch is dead!”
Chet stopped and watched
the bus of laughing kids drive on. He pushed up his eyeglasses with his
middle finger. Then, he turned his bike around and rode hard in the opposite
direction.
The hospital provided
a bike stand, but he didn’t bother to chain his bicycle or even to
take his backpack. He walked briskly through the sliding doors directly
to the information desk. In the midst of his inquiry, he spotted the porcupine
coiffure of Dr. Antone beyond a traffic of wheelchair outpatients and hospital
volunteers.
“Doctor Antone—how’s
Flannery Lake doing?” Chet asked this enthusiastically, hoping to
evoke an equally enthusiastic response. “The desk says she’s
been moved out of the ER.”
Dr. Antone gave him
a very hard stare. “Shouldn’t you be in school?”
“I called from
home, but the nurse wouldn’t tell me anything,” Chet lied and
continued confabulating, “Flannery’s my girlfriend. Is she all
right?”
Behind small rectangular
lenses, the doctor’s dark eyes squinted, studying Chet’s earnest
face, deciding what could be divulged. He shook his head. “Speak to
the family.”
“I am family,”
Chet dissembled floridly. “We’re secretly engaged. So, you can
tell me. Is she all right?”
The dark eyes squinted
tighter. “No, she’s not all right. Her vital signs weakened
overnight. If this continues, she won’t last another twenty-four hours.
I’m sorry.”
Chet’s shoulders
slumped, and his whole body felt as if he were imploding as he watched the
doctor walk off. Fighting this compression of dread and grief that he knew
from dire experience might rebound at any instant to nausea and a puking
fit, he dragged his feet toward the chiming elevators.
By the time he arrived
at Flannery’s room, he had mastered his distress, and he peeked in
anxiously, looking for the lunatic grandmother.
In one of the room’s
two beds, an aged woman slept curled on her side, her peach-colored hair
flossy as a cloud. A kaleidoscopic pastiche of getwell cards crammed the
bulletin board beside her bed. Flowers and balloons crowded her bed stand.
Beyond a curtain partition,
Flannery occupied her bed like a corpse, lying on her back, perfectly straight,
her brilliant red hair spread out, drying from a recent shampoo. The glucose
bag and monitor alone testified she was alive and in a bad place. Her bed
stand and bulletin board displayed nothing but hospital paraphernalia—a
plastic vomit tray on the stand and a yellowed chapel schedule tacked to
the board.
Chet leaned on the
bedrail and gazed with a mix of shame and consternation at this young woman
he had adored too long from afar. “Flannery,” he whispered.
“It’s me, Chet. I’m back, because you haven’t woken
yet. You want to get rid of me, you better wake up.”
From his shirt pocket,
he removed a pen and a small notepad and, bending over the bed stand, began
writing. “I’m going to make it hard on you, Flannery,”
he continued speaking under his breath. “I’m going to write
you get well poetry. And I’m going to keep it up until you wake up
and make me shut up. You hear?”
He paused in his writing,
scratched out a line, chewed the end of his pen contemplatively, then scribbled
again. Decisively punching the notebook with his pen, he finished. “Okay.
Listen to this. It rhymes sort of.” He passed the comatose girl an
apologetic smile. “I’m not really good at poetry.
Math is my forte.
But this is from the heart. All right, here it goes—”
He sucked in a deep
breath and softly read his lyric: “If you die—my life is a lie.—Come
back.—I’m sorry—my love hurt you.—Come back.—My
reasons are not new:—I didn’t mean to love you—I know
that’s true—but it’s you—my heart goes to.”
Chet ripped out the
poem and tacked it on her bulletin board, speaking with his back to her,
“If you think this sucks, you better wake up soon or there’s
going to be a lot more.”
When he turned around,
Nedra Fell stood very close to him, pale, bulging eyes shining with ferocious
strength.

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