Dreadful Joy:
memoranda for the yinsane
#20
After the Rewrite, the Rewrite
The
dead are framework for all our expectations. Passersby, each
of us. Yet, death is almost always a surprise. That is the
deep source of the mortal panic we feel when we read what
we've written. It is never the right time to die and a written
work is never good enough.
And
so, we rewrite, because as Paul assures us the letter kills,
but the spirit gives life. Our written words are dead and
require resurrection. The first draft is our prophetic love
for life. And the rewrite our spirited response, that shimmer
of knowing wedged between us and the audacity of the world.
There is never any going back anyway, so the dead leave us
no choice. In their presence, only hesitation is an error.
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