Dreadful Joy:
memoranda for the yinsane
#6
The Blank Page
Only
emptiness makes creativity possible. For music, silence. For
dance, stillness. For sculpture, space. For writing, the yinsanity
of the blank page.
It
looks empty, because it contains everything. White sums all
wavelengths. Black is also blank, the absence of all wavelengths.
Sum or absence, both extremes achieve a metaphysical limit:
sameness.
This
fullness of either sum or absence, the ancient world called
pleroma.
Fog,
snowfields, sun blindness, cave dark. We know sameness. Empty
pages and blank screens are a special kind of sameness, found
only in the manufactured world. This is a space designed for
modern minds. On the empty page, the mental, the inside, becomes
external. The purely psychic becomes material. The building
block of civilization.
Sameness
is a boundary. Between nothing and something. Soon as we write
anything at all on a blank page, we cross that boundary. Infinite
possibilities collapse to existence as finite text. And the
not-self
disappears into the unique presence of a mind.
If
we see the blank page as pleroma, ultimate fullness, Infinity,
then whatever appears there is effective. Even if it's just
random marks, the effect is Chaos. Language we don't know
is Secret. Readable text
imparts the effectiveness of the Writer.
So,
approach the blank page as you would Nature's rival. For that's
exactly what you face with Infinity. Whether you violate the
pleroma with a paintbrush or a writing pen, the sameness always
breaks into
your uniqueness. The whole organic mess of life bobs onto
the page, a flotsam of accidental entanglements.
Many
writers make that their art, creatively arranging existential
debris. Others approach Infinity with different intent.
In
the pleroma is everything. Everything comes in opposites.
Opposites attract and fit together so perfectly their balanced
powers cancel each other. And that's why the page is blank.
It's all there.
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