Prelude:
a moment of silence honoring the unreal…
By rule
of opposites, where physicians are sick, psychiatrists mad,
soldiers cowards, police criminals, writers are … dumb.
The rest
I leave to silence, the watchman announces at the opening
of Aeschylus’ Agamemnon - and the watchman,
whose attention goes beyond himself into distances, is the
writer as well as the reader. We are all sentinels, looking
out for, looking in for … what is not there.
A creative
writer is a marauder of emptiness. The booty of myth, of story
and meaning, comes at a steep price: to occupy the empty page,
a writer abandons reality, de-realizes the present, and invades
the purely potential - the world of nothing. What the writer
brings back is an alternative to the present, pure fantasy,
the fundamental stuff of our being and our nothingness.
Creative
writing embodies in words this deeper silence: the imaginary,
the not-there. Kafka (in Reflections on Sin, Pain, Hope,
and The True Way) says about the art of fiction, “What
is laid upon us is to accomplish the negative; the positive
is already given.”
We share
a covenant with silence – and as readers and writers,
we agree to accomplish the negative. The memoranda that follow
inquire into this agreement with the not-real and reflect
on how imaginative writing marks our human boundary and bond
with silence.